i've been thinking alot on this it just took some insperation.. [27 Jun 2006|02:01am] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | Acceptance - take cover ] just sitting here tonight listeing to people talk really made me think Half the stuff we deal with is not shit there is people out fighting in wars based on lies, peoples loved one's dying from disesases that can not be cured and yet we sit here and do nothing about it. some people do not understand how luckey you all are to have things as easy as you do we don't realize how fortunate we are to wake up to a family every morning when some people all they can hope for is that there loved ones will make it threw a night. And we sit here and fight over pointless bull shit on a day to day basis saying how much you can not stand your parents and family or your friends but you all have to relize fighting solves nothing... your friends and your family are going to be the only people you will ever have to fall back onto when things get hard and i don't get how some people can just say some of the things they do to there loved ones and friends... i swere if just for a day everybody cause just keep there head out of one anouthers asses think of how peaceful everything would be. So you Really should consiter everything i just said Because Sometimes in life you can say some things to people and you never know if you will ever get to say your sorry or you messed up or you loved them... so when you all wake up and read this i hope everyone realizes how fortunate you are to have everything you have and just rember.. tomarrow can be the happiest day of your life if you just give some things a chance... Adam. 1 comment|post comment

See me breaking See me Fall but were still stuck in these walls.. [09 Jan 2006|08:05am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | white lines ] everything right now just sucks.. tomarrow Surgury something is messed up with my mouth idk.. lately i just miss everything like not everything in general how things used to be like how all my friends used to be so close yet now its like everybody can't stand each other.. i miss who i used to be when i used to have a care less in the world and not have to worry whats going to happend if i didn't do certain things i mean i look at everything in general going on right now and i see how messed up things are and try not to get stressed out but i can't help it it just sucks.. i also hate the feeling of knowing that you can care so much about one person so much and can't help yourself yet i keep feeling like im getting more distant every moment i don't say anything but its hard when you don't know what to say.. idk if any of this makes any sence but then again i don't know what does anymore.. 7 comments|post comment

i seen you touch the sky and its more then unbeliveable [27 Dec 2005|05:59am] [ mood | idk whats going on anymore.. ] [ music | buncha diffrent shit ] So i decided im gonna start writeing in here again and i actually mean it this time! So lately idk thinks seem kinda slow christmas break is kinda lame this year nothing fun really happending lol expect yeasterday im the fucking lazer tag king bitches. And i officaly hold the fastest time for go karts at crieges cruisers in grand rapids i have my name on the fucking tv haha! i got a job now i do paper work for my dad but really i just play on the computer and make 7 dollers a hour its pretty good ah other new stuff really nothing iv'e just kinda been confused on whats really going on in my life lately its like everything has slowed down increidibly like seriously i hate sitting at home and doing nothing i feel lazy and its just like im wasteing my life when i could be doing something else that matters.. But im done writeing for now Im going back to grand rapids FUCK SOME BITCHES UP IN LAZER TAG i hope you have a great new years everybody im so thankful for the great year i had all the new friends i made and hopefully everything goes ok for all of you - ADAMMMMMM 11 comments|post comment

YoooO im back :-P [16 Nov 2005|06:53am] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | It Dies Today ] well i haven't wrote in here in a very long time so how is everybody doing.. i have been very good i just went back and read everything i have wrote and its like holy shit what the fuck was i thinking it gave me a pretty good laugh.. Well lets see whats new with me well christmas dance is comeing i still got to ask somebody to that so i don't know when im gonna have time to do that or if they will even want to go with me... sad huh lol Ah lets see.. Well lately iv'e been so busy i can't take it no more its like i have no time to myself my day consist of comeing home, haveing a quick bite to eat, doing my homework then leaveing and its getting really annoying really fast.. School i don't even want to get into that all i have to say is it would be so much nicer if people could mind there own fucking buisness and stop getting into others but i know thats not going to change thank god i only got one more year of this left... my friends seriously are awesome lately everybody is getting along and everything which is pretty awesome and about time to though.. oh and i got a new screen name so you all better add it.. CirCASurVives17 Add it :) 7 comments|post comment

Im takeing back.. so colors don't turn from black to blue [16 Sep 2005|11:32pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Anadivine- the timid gentalmen ] Hey everybody! im in a reallly weird mood tonight. i guess its a good thing but ah so today was really bad for me people blameing me for shit i didn't even do i don't understand it and yet i didn't even know the person.. people need to get there shit straight. i got home from school took a nice nap! then went to the foot ball game i seen alot of people there but didn't get to hang out with alot of people! but oh well i hung out with joe,kay,brandon,harley,derick... hung out for a while intill we got bored then we went out to eat with joe kay chels and alex topo's = good pizza lol i feel bad for the lady that had to clean are table though. well that was pretty much my night im happy i got to see everybody even if it was for a whole 10 seconds it made my day alot better :]! ps. i am veryyy verryyy VERY cold :( i need a snuggle buddy any takers? 6 comments|post comment

I have seen the sun rise just one too many times.. [12 Sep 2005|08:52pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | From autumn to ashes- were do you draw the line ] Yooo DoOoDESSS! i haven't wrote in this sucka in a while so ya.. lots of new shit happending Schools seriously is a bitch i can't stand all the shit that people start i swere if people could just learn to mind there own damn buisness everything could be so much better.. But it has some pretty cool things also iv'e meet some pretty sweet ass people. so anyways i think im gonna start writeing in this thing every so on just because i got no life and i like to complain about pointless shit cause im cool like that lol.. But what has everybody else been up too i haven't talked to some of you on here since like 1929 And its pretty sad! SO LEAVE ME FUCKIN COMMENTS i wanna know how everybody has been! :] ps.. IF I FIND OUT WHO TOOk MY DAM SWEATER YOUR GONNA DIE! jk but it would be nice to get that back lol 15 comments|post comment

and would you save everyone if you saw them dieing? [26 Jul 2005|01:22am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | a change of pace- asleep at the wheel ] hey everyone... Ah lately things idk things have been pretty cool but idk summer is slowing down for me i guess.. Anyways lately iv'e been hanging out with nick,joe,kay,tori,court alot there seriously very awesome people i think in alot of ways they have helped me become a better person! Well anyway... Today went out to eat with joe jodi nick tori and kay it was pretty fun chineese i hate chop sticks there freakin weird i figured it just works better if u stab what ur trying to eat.. then we went to the lake and me and nick like swam about a mile out into lake michigan freakin sucked lol it wasn't bad going out but comeing back... it Kicked my ass i felt like i was going to die! ahhh well it sucks i haven't seen so many people this summer yet ahh I say we have like a giant get togeather somewere.... Ah somethings could be better for me just like whenever i end up likeing somebody idk what happends just falls threw and its just kinda getting to the point were its like pointless and they end up liveing so far away it just sucks and i hate it, i feel like i rely on my friends to get my places and it makes me kinda feel bad in some ways because they should be able to do there own things without haveing to drag my ass all over town... All right well im out of things to write about... Comment if u want 14 comments|post comment

TAke a look around there ain't anybody home i may be a loser but atleast im not alone [26 Jun 2005|11:38pm] [ mood | Im hi on life! ] [ music | Sum 41 - Luda - Get Back REmix! ( GANGSTA) ] Lol ok what the hell is going on everybody psh this thing really died Its pointless to write in here but oo well lately things have been really sweet im always gone sorry i can't be there to hang out with everybody i need to buy a bus lol that would be freaking awesome! summer pretty sweet i live at tori's house.. its fun there i likee it And i have so many new friends There all really sweet... ok ok Well now i want some comments im a very demanding person! PEace up A town down.. lol ( GANGSTA ) oh Ps... what do u think about me going to north carlina for a couple weeks idk if i want to leave everyone that would suck! but on the other hand seeing new places is fun -- im out like a grannie in a 4x4 later 10 comments|post comment

Hopes set on expectations never thought of experations.... [25 May 2005|09:23pm] [ mood | Really happy! ] [ music | my american heart ] Yepp iv'e come to the conclusion that these things suck and im done writeing in it there just boring to look at! summers gonna start and im hardly gonna ever be home so not much time to talk to people but its gonna be sweet im looking so forward too it! i think im gonna have a pool party Because im cool like that and if u wanna go you deff should let me know! probly be acouple days after school! Take it easy :)! 3 comments|post comment

I'll be your friend in hell, until then I despise you. And I probably always will [10 May 2005|07:42pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Starting line - based on a true story ] HellO hellO.. whats going on i just got home went to the store picked up the new starting line cd its really freaking good def should check it out! ok well what else i did today Went to school was boring till like around 4th hour me and joey hampton were throwing a tenis ball the class and we were throwing it out the door at people lol it was so funny some kid got so mad and just like chucked his lunch at andrew trombly lol that was my excitement for the day... then i got home around 4 and i swere i ate everything in this house im becomeing fat all you guys better watch out or im gonna sit on you i ate like a whole cake and like a box of fruit snacks lol pretty much my day well tomarrow idk i think im home alone for the night mom's gotta go back to the hospital to get some test and dads going on one of his trip things idk so if anybody wants to do anything let me know Pride day next week if u wanna skip and wanna come some were a ton of people are comeing back to my house For the day So just let me know if your gonna stop by or anything Later Everyone! 11 comments|post comment

Painting pictures in red and blue this portait bruises just like you and now your walking away [03 May 2005|04:48pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Bayside- masterpiece ] Yo Everyone Whats going on! i haven't wrote in this in a while so whats new with everybody... Alot here really Im pretty happy lately i got such awesome friends your always there when i need you guys the most it means so much! Well lets see this week probly just hang out with everybody like always got detention thursday math teacher hates me i was 20 mins late and tried sneaking into class well that was exciteing part of school for the day.. oh and mal jumped on me and was rideing me like i was a horse after school that was pretty hott.. lol And then i came home to a new guitar my moms awesome and she got me tickets to the MAE concert at the intersection next week thursday im excited oh and i got a extra ticket ;P lol soo any takers? well lets see this weekend is pretty much just blank? so let me know if u wanna do something because i don't feel like sitting here bored! Well im out leave me some! 20 comments|post comment

Your never gonna drag me out again with the people that were never ever even your friends! [25 Apr 2005|09:30pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | hot hot heat- goodnight goodnight ] Yo whats going on everyone! Lately stuff has been going pretty cool exept couple days this weekend But how's everyone doing? i just kinda got alot on my mind lately mom's haveing surgery tomarrow thats gonna suck So i might be home alone for a couple days maybe... So i just gonna spend some time with my padrea and my bro and have people over to hang out so this week will be all right! Also.. mm i really miss alot of people lately seems like iv'e been hanging out with certain people and not makeing time for others Im gonna try to change that for sure!also im kinda thinking about quiting track.. just takes up way to much time and i got alot of stuff to do and i fell rushed and i miss just dickin around lol, PLUS IM ALWAYS SUSPENDED FROM FREAKING MEETS err maybe i should try being better in school also well mmm ok can't think of anything else to type now sorry for the lame outro lol take it easy 11 comments|post comment

Iv'e Heard these words countless times still i stand and look at you as you pass the same old lines [16 Apr 2005|12:01pm] [ mood | mischievous ] [ music | For Felix- Been there done that ] Yo guys Whats up i got nothing better to do right now i just woke up... well so far today im not doing my report for krispens class instead i will just buy one lol 10 bucks good deal i owe my mom one! ok so my plans for the day hang out here for alittle bit longer go out to the mall get some more stuff the usual then probly go to fire house get some new strings and look for a new guitar so if u want my other one its for sale 120$ tell me if your intrested.. Um then i wanna go to a movie If u wanna hang out you should let me know that would be cool! Well thats enough of this Later! 22 comments|post comment

Your Eye's Follwed me here Your eyes seemless and sure [10 Apr 2005|03:44pm] [ mood | I gotta Pee ] [ music | Thrice- Silhouette ] What up everyone im bored of this thing kinda lately oh well.. Well Spring break lol Freaking Sweet I got some awesome storys ok i went to florida i stayed in kissimee and we stayed in villa down there it was cool and we got there i seen my family friends me seth colin and cory hung out for a while it was fun then the next day us 3 were driveing and we stoped at a wake boarding place it was really cool you grap on to a poll and it pulls you it was fun i hit one of the jumps there it was freaking sweet! then this is funny lol ok i had to go to the bath room on the way back to the villa and there is a dude in this rest stop putting on makeup in a skirt lol and i was laughing so hard and then he turns around looks at me and starts smacking his ass and jumping up and down Was gross.. some of them truckers that drive Are just fucking weird lol.. ok day 2 We went to co co beach it was Awesome down i went to ron jon surf shop and got a whole bunch of stuff it was a really awesome store and my dad bought a surf board for me idk were im gonna surf but its pretty cool well anyway we get down to the beach and i go swiming and yeah the water taste like shit if you didn't know it litterly taste like your swiming in sweat well my mom rented me a surf board and stuff it was Cool then we are about to leave and some dude down there is skim boarding falls right on his face and lost a tooth well He is freaking out and there is some guy with a metal dector walking down the beach and he runs up to him screaming i will pay you 100 bucks if you find it its got a filling lol it was funny as heck! Well then the next day we went to mgm studios in disney and the magic kingdom Rocking roller coaster = awesomest ride ever it is so cool how they got everything set up i will show you guys i gotta load all my pictures from my digital cam on to the computer ... and the tower of terror i love that ride lol 30 foot drop but i don't like the fact that it picks u you 4 times and drops you AGAIN AND AGAIN.. i had a freaking joygasm! and then at the magic kingdom well.. lol i hit one of the people in coustom in the head? my bro says its name was rollie pollie ollie or something like that i was a accident somebody kept tapping me on the shoulder and i turned around and like swung my arm back and railed the dude lol i felt so bad.. and then universal the next day it was fun there lots of rides it was cool some were kinda stupid.. exp this bettle juice thing were they all sang it was stupid.. well way home we were driveing threw georiga or kentucky and there was a freaking tornado it was scary as hell there was a semi that fliped in front off us we were luckey we were under a bridge or idk if i would be here right now... so im luckey :)! well thats enough for now im gonna go pee i gotta go gotta go right now.. lol 14 comments|post comment

[01 Apr 2005|11:34pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Dad snoreing.... ] Hey everyone Im leaveing right now to go to Florida i will be back saturday night most likely if everything goes good well take care everyone Everyone have a great spring break! 16 comments|post comment

[30 Mar 2005|07:37pm] [ mood | Happy fo sho!!!! ] [ music | Anberlin- paperthin hymn ] whats going on Everybody! Awesome its thundering out its awesome! might not have the track meet tomarrow if keeps up If so Anybody anybody want to hang out cause that would be sweet! ok TOdaY was AweSome today after school i saw mal and christa and i started prank calling people Some Dude got really pissed not a clue who it was? but ok then i decided to moon them and was jumping up and down with my pants off Yeah i bet you all wish you were there to see that! lol Oh yeah There is a show tomarrow at hodges hall 5$ to get in and i think it starts at 7? Well that would be really awesome if i could see you guys before i left for spring break let me know if your going! Well this is probly the last time i will update before i leave so i hope you all have a Awesome spring break! Later everyone Leave me some Freaking comments please? lol 26 comments|post comment

You'll Find your Servant is your master,I'll Be wraped around your fingure [26 Mar 2005|06:59pm] [ mood | Dandy ] [ music | Underoath- i'll be wraped around your fingure ] Ok Eh i didn't get to go to the show yeasterday Was a major bummer cause it was my dad birthday o well i got cake Well Today i got some crap for spring break i think im leaveing either thursday morning or friday im not sure yet... Hey a place to my self Can't get better then that well ok i got a funny story, today im at the mall and im about to leave and i see some lady like freaking out over a pair of pants yelling at the lady at the register And she Jumped the thing Sat on the lady and just started nailing her in the face it was by far the funniest thing i have ever seen in my life! Well Everyone im gonna go Have a Happy Easter Tomarrow everyone i wish you all the best! adam 34 comments|post comment

today i change to late casue everyone stayed the same... [22 Mar 2005|09:25pm] [ mood | BlaHHH ] [ music | me singing in the shower.. ] Hey Everyone whats going on Thx for all the comments last time that was pretty sweet! Ok so this week holy crap block sch stuff Sucks.. i can't stand it sitting in a class for 2 hours and you expect me to stay awake psh screw that tomarrow im thinking about takeing my sleeping bag a portable tv and a liter of pop im sure they would love that lol! Well today Agh kinda sucked just seemed realy long.. i was gonna go out to eat with joe and jim today but that didn't work cause they couldn't find me and i had to sit with these really weird freshmen kids just kept stareing at me when i was eating... it was pretty acword <--(i can't spell) lol Then i had track yeah i ran obviously we just did relay workout stuff it was all right i think i pulled a musle o well IM STRONG ok not really but i can dream right? I can't wait for spring break Ehh florida is gonna be so nice.. i wish i could take you all with me but enless you can fit you all in a backpack with all my clouths i don't see that happending and i get to see all my friends and family down there it's gonna be awesome! Well ok this week tomarrow probly the same crap as today lol thursday-- not a clue???? Friday - most likey going to the show weekend- maybe go to jims and hang out with people and then get some some more crap for spring break Thats All Folks.. yeah iv'e been watching to much cartoons me and my bro were watching some old school bugs bunny ITS CRAZY how Raceist that show is.. bugs bunny was fixing to kill some arabs lol leave me some 8 comments|post comment

Im Half Way there and its all on me this is what i get for wanting more for wanting more.. [20 Mar 2005|03:39pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Underoath- Young and Aspering ] Ok everyone Why do People use these things to argue over pointless shit!it makes me mad seeing good friends of mine leaveing other people comments like that it's pretty fucking low and im sick of it maybe one day you'll relize that!i mean Why Bring your fights on here? don't you people have a Conscience why would you want to hert somebody else and get more people involved with something stupid that needs to be.i mean why can't the too people just talk it out thereself without getting 900 people involved in the end your all just gonna be hert and feel bad for what you did then you have to look at the person the next day knowing that they could possibly hate you... and i mean is it really worth it in the end? It's just not right why can't we all just give each other the respect we all deserve... if people wern't so dam nosey just picuture how well everyone could be getting along it just really sucks to have to see good people get hert because of something stupid and in the end everyone is just gonna feel sorry for everything but the thing is you can't take back them thing's you said to them... i mean sure you can say your sorry but how many times can you say it to one person because sooner or later sorry is not gonna be good enough... well everyone just alittle something to think about from my perspective feel free to leave one if you want i dont' care.. 53 comments|post comment

Hey unfaithfull hey ungraceful hey unloveing i will love you [13 Mar 2005|11:48am] [ mood | really happy!! ] [ music | Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape ] Tonight Was Awesome i haven't been to a show in like forever i seen so many people i haven't in a while it seriously was awesome! Anyways lately everything seems so easy going it's pretty nice no argueing no fighting with my parents everyone is getting along finnaly i think everytng in my life is back in line and it really feels so good you have no clue thx everyone for listeing to me when i had problems or so it means a lot to me and you don't know how much it means to me! i can't wait for the weather to get warmer i hate being stuck inside all the time! Well today probly just gonna go to the mall it's like a weekely routine o well i can't complain it would be awesome to see some people there and if anybody wants to hang out or anything later you should give me a call around 4 744-3411 that would be pretty sweet! well im gonna go later days everyone! 20 comments|post comment

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